You are probably wondering why the title of this post is "Squirrel in the Tree"  The reason for the title is a game my brother came up with one day when I was about 7 or 8 years old thinking that he could not tell what he was suggesting. He thought he could not tell me because I was taking the test that the person that sent the document to our house was supposed to take but, I guess never did. I think someone was also confusing "in the middle", because of a lack of informaton, with Mike being the brother that was 4 years older than me and 4 years younger than Roger. Pam and Eleanor were probably tricked by that. The real "in the middle" was the middle of an interval or the middle pillar of the Kabbalah, as shown on another post.

 For some reason my brothers anger got out of control one day and he did something that was so uncharacteristic, that it caused me to be scared that day. I had never seen my brother act that way before, and I never saw Mike act that way after that day. So, even though the catholic religion is based on the idea of soul/mind in the form of communion no one connected, and I would have to say that most catholcs to this day, have not figured out what the catholic religion is really saying, and how it has been changed from it pagan beginnings. So. Mike thought that what the document, and what Neil had taught him meant that they were looking for a child prodigy rather than a soul/mind resonance so he thought Paul Gerson Jr fit that type of person better than me, who was supposedly already a "fag" at age 7 years old. This is while J Edgar Hoover, who was a "fag" or homosexual became director of the FBI, and wanted to be director of the CIA that had just been formed about 10 years before.    

Because our mom, even though she tried and was being given everyday until she died in March of 1962, different information than my brother Mike, and I was being confused with Paul Gerson Jr, and a telephone that was not a system could tell where I was at all day, our mom who asked my brother Mike what the model was; never got an answer. She never got an answer even though Mike had seen the hologram of me, but was listening to what Neil was telling him. I think the hologram, which was created and changed by the one of the vortexes that makes up the caduceus coil, was held by the mermaids and scratch or (D)evil. But Mike was told, and told our mom that "she could not be told what the model was", and Mike thought a hologram had human qualities so he said one day that his brother Paul, disappeared because the hologram disappeared. It seems that Neil, Pam, and Eleanor were talking the Gates household as though they were physically talking to themseleves, and telling us what in fact they were not supposed to do. But they carried out as though it made perfect sense to them. So, our mom drove to the store with the squirrel in our tree as her thought and proceeded to buy a plastic squirrel representing the model, thus "Twiggy", not related to the fashion model Jean Shrimpton AKA Jean Lawson, was born as the water skiing squirrel, me. Unfortunely our mom never got to see her son attempt to water ski when I was 11 1/2 years old. She died just a few months before Neil, and Pam laughed at me while falling on my face, and Pat Sloan, who had the ski boat took us to Whiskey Creek (Al Capone's creek). She is the only one that said any kind words that day.         

Now, of course, there are thousands of You Tube video sites that have "twiggy" the water skiing squirrel on them today. They even named a skelton that is 1.8 million years old "Twiggy" recently. So, I am the rodent that you see on the internet these days, and never wanted to be on stage or the movies like Neil's partner Paul Hogan